Munchies

I have gone from being a two Ding Dongs and a glass of milk person to a mixed bowl of pita chips, sugar snap peas and a piece of good cheese person. ~sigh~

Black

2012 has officially sucked so much ass that I want it over.

Every day, I pray for strength and peace. Some days it washes over me. Some days I float on it...endless waves. And some days, it is just fucking easier to lean into the pain and frustration and disappointment, not only in my own life, but in the world around me. Pushing into the black feels GOOD. Feels NECESSARY. Leaning into the whirlwind makes me leaner...meaner...stronger. And fuck whoever gets in my way. Quiet Wendy is scary Wendy. Lean in...push deeper. Fear doesn't exist when there is NOTHING to lose.

Lord help anyone who has helped create this chaos. The weak should tremble. Right now, the only way I am surviving is to embrace the black hole.

Current song... No Leaf Clover by Metallica with the San Francisco Orchestra. Wendy bright and dark at its finest.

Be afraid...be very afraid. I know your secrets. You like being the victim? I'm going to give that to you. Hell hath no wrath...